Work for me has been bleh. I think I am just too nice so I get taken advantage of. I just feel like I am always busy and never stop at work and then come home exhausted. I will be excited for a change of scenery. I dont really want to work as a massage therapist in Sierra Vista if we move there but I don't really have a choice. Hopefully, though Nolan will make enough that I won't need to work. I can't wait for that day.
We have had people living with us for the summer, which was a good experience, but it is so good to just be nolan and I. You dont realize how much you enjoy eachothers company until other people are in the mix constantly. Its been fun to just be us again. Not that others living with us was bad it was a very positive experience but I would rather just be with my husband.
I have been so busy and stressed the last few months that my mood has been kind of in the dumps. It is just hard for me to focus on myself and keeping myself happy when so much is going on. I have a good friend here in Tucson who has been an absolute answer to my prayers lately. For some reason she just knows how I am feeling and what I need to help me make myself happy. She found me a book to read and I actually am reading it. Which is strange for me because I am not a reader. But it is good. It is really good actually. The book is teaching me about how I can make myself happy and not allow thing around me affect my mood. I am thankful for my friend and the support she gives me. She is like my big sister since all of my sisters live to far. She is one of those friends that you cant help but to see Heavenly Fathers hand. It is no coincidence that she showed up at my massage clinic a year ago. I pray that the Lord will bless her and her adorable family everyday for everything she does for me.
I am excited to see if we really move and what will happen from there. If we move to Sierra vista we will live close to Leah (hopefully). But at least close enough to hang out more then we do now. It will be good to live in the same town as one of my sisters again. Life is hard but super rewarding and good. I am thankful everyday for the challenges the lord gives me. But I am mostly thankful for my husband and what a good man he is. He has seriously been an angel the last few months. I knew I married a wonderful man but I didnt know how wonderful. He treats me like his world. He leaves for work early every morning and before he leaves he fixes the blanket and tucks me in and kisses me on the forehead. I dont have a good day if it doesnt start out that way. I sure am a lucky girl. Anyways sorry this was boring but like I said before I dont journal so this is my journal. I hope everyone is having a good August! I'll be 24 in a week from sunday! Yippee!